So I'm done with my OTCM term test today. Not too bad I must say. This time round I can do most of the questions unlike the first term test. I even handed in my sewing assignment. I just couldn't be bothered with the woman. I just give whatever I have. She can't fail me since I handed in my work. I would get a D at the most and I still would be happy =) I wouldn't want to repeat design modules. It's a total waste of time and effort seriously.
Throughout my life, I've been working so hard to achieve the best for myself. Here I am complaining about school work, exams and stress. But it got me thinking. I should just treasure what I have now. What if one fine day I might die unknowingly? At least I know that I've made the best out of my life and I've come so far. I have all the things which I could never asked for more. I have a nice family, supporting friends, a companion and all other things which I own.
So why always be unhappy, upset or angry over little things? We should just live life to the fullest with no regrets. Even though you make mistakes, learn from them and move on. Practically, that's life. I learnt that nothing is more precious than your own life. It depends on how you want it to be. Let's say I keep telling myself that I'm so stressed out and I can't do anything else. Wouldn't that makes me feel more pressured in the end? It means to say that I would live a stressful life. Sometimes we have to sit back and relax for a while. Do something you like and don't think too much about work or whatsoever.
I also learnt to think for others, love and care for those around me. They are the ones who stand by me all these while. As much as I want to hate any of my loved ones if they did something wrong or scold me, I couldn't bring myself to do it. Because at the end of the day, my love for them overpowers my hatred. And another thing about me is that I easily forgive and forget. Even though I can be so angry with you for that moment, but after a while I would just give in. Well that's me, I can be very soft-hearted. I feel that what's the point of getting angry with your loved ones for so long? What if something unexpected happen? Would you be able to turn back the time?
And in life, we have to take risks whenever we can. It's because you can never know for sure will it be good or bad? I've already taken a big risk since I know this was the first time. So I just hope that things would just be fine for long =)
Like I said, I've already tried to make the best out of my life. I'm contented with what I have. So at least I'll know that when I happen to leave this world anytime, I would be glad that I used to have a wonderful life.
