You are the one

Dearest Asyraf,

Sometimes I sit and wonder
And I just can't seem to believe
What a blessing it's been to be loved
You're an angel sent to me

You're the star who lights up my sky
You're the one who made me see
That I don't need wings to fly
Your love has set me free

Cause you are the one who makes me whole
In my heart and in my soul
And just like the sun you showed me the light
I'm amazed and you're the reason why

Before you I was so blind
I didn't know which path to choose
You poured all of this love in my heart
And now there's no way that I can lose

And when I have no faith in myself
You're the one who makes me strong
I wouldn't have a story to tell
Or an ending to my song

Love,
Emillia

Happy Birthday Papa <3

Happy Birthday Papa!!!

Today is the day I celebrate,
My Papa dear, your great big heart
You gave me, you gave your all
To me, true life you did impart

The years may go, they slip away
But, you're in my soul, my every day
The love you gave, the life you give
Has taught me, what it is to live

Your presence, all you truly are
In all I am, forever marked
God bless you always, dearest Papa
God bless your loving heart...

I love you very much =)
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Since we will be fasting, my family decided to sing the birthday song and cut the cake during sahur. I think it's the first time celebrating my father's birthday at this hour around 5 am. Everyone looked tired but still managed to smile. Here are some of the pictures taken. Well I don't want to be in any of those pictures due to some reasons =)

Forgiveness

I thought I could go to bed early today but unfortunately I couldn't do so. It seems as though there are so many things on my mind. While I was lying on my bed, suddenly I thought of all those people who have entered my life and made a difference in times of good or bad.

Somehow I started thinking of a friend. I knew a girl since secondary 1 and she became my bestfriend. We are more of like sisters actually. We could talk about anything under the sun and often confide in each other. But just because of one bad incident, our friendship ended just like that. We never talked to each other till this very day. I was affected by that incident very much and I didn't forgive for what she did. So today I finally realised that it was foolish of me to hate someone I once loved like my very own sister. I don't even know if it's too late to apologize to her. After all these years, I only decided to apologize to her now. Maybe at that time I was still young and didn't know how it felt like to be in other person's shoes. Now when I looked back, I bet she must have been hurt real bad and just moved on with her life. But whenever I think of it, I should have just let it go. I got carried away with my emotions. I wouldn't want to forgive and forget for what she did back then.

I wouldn't want to have so much hatred in me. It feels uncomfortable with so much pain. I realised that in life I can't afford to hate someone forever. It's best for me to seek for forgiveness than to regret for the rest of my life. For now I just hope for the best.
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Alhamdullilah. My prayers have been heard =)
I'm glad that she sms-ed and things are fine.

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person.When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed.They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time,this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on.

Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn.They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh.They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.Believe it, it is real. But only for a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons, things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.

Thank you for being a part of my life, whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime.

It feels so different being here on my own. I was so used being next to you. For the time being, life for me is not the same. There's no one to turn to. It seems like everywhere I go, I keep thinking of you and missing you. Sometimes I find myself sitting back and reminiscing. And I can't seem to shake those memories. I would always have dreams, dreams of you and me. I realised that I don't want the world but all I want is you. You're like my past, my future, my all and my everything. Whenever I think of love I think of you. My laughs, my frowns, my ups and my downs. Neither words can explain the love I have inside. The feeling is in my soul and heart of mine.

<3

I can't wait till afternoon to blog about this and it's the first time I'm writing an entry at this hour. Lisa got me feeling excited to watch this movie. She said it's a must watch romantic movie entitled, The Notebook.

Yeah I know I'm kind of outdated. This movie was released in 2004. I heard about it but I've never got the chance to watch it. So now since I'm free, I have the time to watch any movie. Lisa kept saying how good the movie was. It can make you cry badly. So the moment I had my sahur, I went ahead to watch the movie. It was a good movie. A very touching storyline. I definitely would give this movie 2 thumbs up.

I must say that after watching this movie, I would want to grow old with someone I love very much for the rest of my life. Well I wouldn't want to tell the story here. Those who haven't watch, you better do so! Prepare packets of tissue or maybe a box of tissue would be easier. Enjoy =)

Thanx Lisa for "The Notebook" plus "Baby, it's fact"! <3

Just in case they're wondering
They've got us pinned terribly
They don't believe our love is real
Cause they don't know how real love feels
You should know it's true
Just now, the part about my love for you
And how my heart's about burst
Into a thousand pieces
Oh it must be true
And They'll believe us soon
Baby, it's fact
That our love is true
The way black is black
And blue is just blue
My love is true
It's a matter of fact
Oh, and you love me too
It's as simple as that
Baby, our love is true
They may say some awful things
But there's no point in listening
Your words are the only words
That I believe in afterwards.