Forgiveness

I thought I could go to bed early today but unfortunately I couldn't do so. It seems as though there are so many things on my mind. While I was lying on my bed, suddenly I thought of all those people who have entered my life and made a difference in times of good or bad.

Somehow I started thinking of a friend. I knew a girl since secondary 1 and she became my bestfriend. We are more of like sisters actually. We could talk about anything under the sun and often confide in each other. But just because of one bad incident, our friendship ended just like that. We never talked to each other till this very day. I was affected by that incident very much and I didn't forgive for what she did. So today I finally realised that it was foolish of me to hate someone I once loved like my very own sister. I don't even know if it's too late to apologize to her. After all these years, I only decided to apologize to her now. Maybe at that time I was still young and didn't know how it felt like to be in other person's shoes. Now when I looked back, I bet she must have been hurt real bad and just moved on with her life. But whenever I think of it, I should have just let it go. I got carried away with my emotions. I wouldn't want to forgive and forget for what she did back then.

I wouldn't want to have so much hatred in me. It feels uncomfortable with so much pain. I realised that in life I can't afford to hate someone forever. It's best for me to seek for forgiveness than to regret for the rest of my life. For now I just hope for the best.
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Alhamdullilah. My prayers have been heard =)
I'm glad that she sms-ed and things are fine.